This Modern Love.
Saturday, November 8, 2008 9:12 PM
Isn't gonna make me feel lonely anymore. I'm growing out of it. Right here, right now, its what's best for me now. Yeah I've got a mecca of people helping me out and I don't need that special guy yet. I need my true friends, I need to build myself up. This modern love won't stop me from growing a liking/understanding of myself. Its true that if you don't love yourself, who do you expect to love you. That's the truth and that's why there are so many young kids who say their in love and end up going home crying not sure of themselves saying there not good enough. Love yourself, know your good enough. Now I know that I cover things up and I cover them well. I know that when I bottle things up and I have that one night where I break down, it shows the next day. I know I'm good enough to conquer anything I put my mind to and I love it. I know that I got a forehead full of pimples but I'm human and I'm just as pretty as anyone else. I love my random self, I love that I can make people happy. I love that I like to worship, I love that I am Jesus freak and when I hear Jesus' name it brings me to tears. I love me and when that guy comes I know I'll be ready to love him as much as possibe because I know how to love.