Sunshine of Your Love
Saturday, February 16, 2008 6:08 PM
I hate those times where you knew you should've just done something else.
Today was my audtition for LVA and it sucked. I knew I was unexperianced in art. I knew that I should've gone for orchestra, but I was so caught of in "Oh, I not good with the cello, drawing is my passion". BULLSHIT. I'm so fucking horrible at art. Now I'm stuck with a year at Chap. yay..
I just wished I made a better decision. Even though I do have a chance to go there since you have to get an acceptance letter but most likely I don't have a chance. It just sucks. Especially when a student who was helping out with the auditions was talking about your still life drawing and say "she fuckin sucks" and laughs. Then hearing from a guy that you just keep giving into says "yeah you should have gone for orchestra". I know its the truth and you knew I already knew that, then can you please can you just cheer me up?
Today is just horrible.
Today was my audtition for LVA and it sucked. I knew I was unexperianced in art. I knew that I should've gone for orchestra, but I was so caught of in "Oh, I not good with the cello, drawing is my passion". BULLSHIT. I'm so fucking horrible at art. Now I'm stuck with a year at Chap. yay..
I just wished I made a better decision. Even though I do have a chance to go there since you have to get an acceptance letter but most likely I don't have a chance. It just sucks. Especially when a student who was helping out with the auditions was talking about your still life drawing and say "she fuckin sucks" and laughs. Then hearing from a guy that you just keep giving into says "yeah you should have gone for orchestra". I know its the truth and you knew I already knew that, then can you please can you just cheer me up?
Today is just horrible.