Red Lipstick
Sunday, September 2, 2007 3:34 PM
I've been thinking about the future and about how I haven't had my "first kiss". It's almost like that Drew Barrymore where the character's like what 33 years old?? and hasn't had her first kiss. Maybe I'll be her..It's just that I feel like I might not be that girl who gets married and have kids. I know I'm young and I have time, but it feels like it's been too long. Maybe it's those vampire love saga books I've been reading. I don't know, it just feels like I have no role in life other than being the smart academically, but not smart sensually..ew that sounds weird yet it speaks the truth. I am Gina the best friend. It seems nice, but it's hell. I need an existing love life too! Pssh, think I'm not screaming inside for someone to actually notice the facts that I'm an affection-starved girl. I know for a fact not one of my friends will see this and for sure they won't ever. This is the actual truth of a Straight "A" Student.