Everything:infravermelho

This isn't about the awesome band, this is about the same old boy. I don't know what I'm supposed to feel. I think I'm being used but isn't that what love is? Using each other for affections, touches, kisses, and sex. I guess its just always the fear of love and if you're some rebound girl or not. I'm proud that I said what I said but it opened up new doors of opportunities and fears. Its such a shame and its really not fair. I constantly wanna talk to him and man I...I don't know I want to just go to his house and kiss him already but what if he doesn't want it? Although he's suggested it many times. Oh boys...