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Today is soo tiring and I'm waiting for a text from him. I'm making it a taking turns kind of thing. Man, no matter how many times I try to forget about that boy something brings me back but when I have hope there's nothing. Its just so tiring. I'm just waiting for California on Thursday where I'll be riding a bus for six hours. I just hope I can find something or learn something and come back to Vegas a better person. I don't know what to write anymore.

A believer of this thing called love. Even though I have yet to experience these events myself, I've learned to believe it. I mean how else did Michael Gondry put it on silver screens in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and The Science of Sleep. Its just not possible without the possibility that love does exist. Just playback that scene in Eternal Sunshine where they're lying on the frozen lake and Jim Carrey says that perfect line with almost authenticity, "I could die right now, Clem. I’m just… happy. I’ve never felt that before. I’m just exactly where I want to be." Damn it! If I could just find that one day I probably would kill myself. The things I would do for something I never have found or fully believed. Do you see the wicked things love does? It makes you question it and it destroys you and then builds you up once you find that new person that you take interest in. It drives you mad and gives you restless nights yet the next day we have the drive to do it all over again. We drown out all of our senses so we could believe we had a chance to find it when in your heart you believe it but your mind..man your mind knows you are as pathetic as can be.