Everything:infravermelho

This guy is taking over my mind for approximately 21 days.Its unbearable. I'm waiting for some way of just seeing him again. Just see him at Starbucks or even Food for Less would be nice AMAZING. I'm talking about the one who'd probably forgot about me already because he flirts with every girl in that tattoo shop. Like why flirt with me?! A girl who probably holds on to everything a guy says and does to her 'cause she's that attention-starved. Like WTF?! And now every time I go to that mall in Planet Hollywood I see him everywhere there. Just last week I swore it was him walking in the garage and it was freakin' like a shot of the best adrenaline rush/butterflies ever. My feet started to pick up the pace and I was gonna scream or do something for that person to turn around so I could confirm it was him.And because of him, I don't want any other guy. BUT if I did see him I have nothing to say or anything to do with him. Even though my mind revolves around him..I don't want to turn out to be one of his stories that he tells some other customer of how some girl's desperate ways. And I know he would do it. He told me about this one of a girl with an annoying lisp and how she came in the store and was like "remember me?", and then she said "do you remember what I was wearing?". And we all laughed at how stupid she was and shit but I know if I saw him and said "remember me?", I'd be one of his stories. The way he talked to me and poked and rawred at me...GOD I LOVED IT. If I could live that day again, just one more time.


I so would.